DYERS EVE
(james,lars,kirk) 5:12
dear mother
dear father
what is this hell you put me through
believer
deceiver
day in day out live me life though you
pushed onto me what`s wrong or right
hidden from this thing that they call life
dear mother
dear father
every thought i`d think you`d disapprove
curator
dictator
always censoring my every move
children are seen but are nut heard
tear out everything inspired
innocence
torn from me whitout your shelter
barred reality
i`m living blindly
dear mother
dear father
time has frozen still what`s left to be
hear nothing
say nothing
cannot face the fact i think for me
no guarantee,it`s life as is
but damn you for not giving me my chance
dear mother
dear father
you`ll clipped my wings before i learned to fly
unspoiled
unspoken
i`ve grown that fucking lullaby
same thing i`ve always heard from you
do as i say not as i do
innocence
torn from me whitout your shelter
barred reality
i`m living blindly
i`m in hell without you
cannot cope without you two
shocked at the world that i see
innocent victim please rescue me
dear mother
dear father
hidden in the world you have made for me
i`m seething
i`m bleeding
ripping wounds in me that never heal
undying spite i feel for you
living out this hell you always knew
EYE OF THE BEHOLDER
(james,lars,kirk) 6:25
do you see what i see?
truth is an offence
you silence for your confidence
do you hear what i hear?
doors are slaming shut
limit your imagination ,keep you where they must
do you feel what i fell
bittering distress
who decides what you express?
do you take what i take?
endurance is the word
moving back instead of forward seems to me absurd
doesn`t matter what you see
or into it what you read
you can do it your own way
if it`s done just how i say
independence limited
freedom of choice
choice is made for you my friend
freedom of speech
speech is words what they will bend
freedom with their exception
do you fear what i fear?
living properly
truth to you are lies to me
do you choose what i choose?
more alternatives
energy derives from both the plus and negative
do you need what i need?
boundaries overthrown
look inside,to each his own
do you trust what i trust?
me,myself and i
penetrate the smoke screen,i see through the selfish lie
doesn`t matter what you see
or into it what you read
you can do it your own way
if it`s done just how i say
independence limited
freedom of choice
choice is made for you my friend
freedom of speech
speech is words what they will bend
freedom with their exception
do you know what i know?
your money and your wealth
you silence just to hear your self
do you know what i mind?
desire not a thing
i hunger after independence,lenghten freedom`s ring
doesn`t matter what you see
or into it what you read
you can do it your own way
if it`s done just how i say
independence limited
freedom of choice
choice is made for you my friend
freedom of speech
speech is words what they will bend
freedom no longer frees you
doesn`t matter what you see
or into it what you read
you can do it your own way
if it`s done just how i say
HARVESTER OF SORROW
(james,lars) 5:42
my life suffocates
planiting seeds of hate
i`ve loved,tured to hate
trapped far beyond my fate
i give
you take
this life that i forsake
been cheated of my youth
you turned yhis lie to truth
anger
misery
you`ll suffer unto me
harvester of sorrow
language of mad
harvester of sorrow
pure black lokking clear
my work is done soon here
try getting back to me
get back which used to be
drink up
shoot in
let the beating begin
distributor of pain
your loss becomes my gain
anger
misery
you`ll suffer unto me
harvester of sorrow
language of mad
harvester of sorrow
all have said their prayers
invaid their nightmare
to see into my eyes
you`ll find where murder lies
infanticide
harvester of sorrow
language of mad
harvester of sorrow
language of mad
harvester of sorrow
... AND JUSTICE FOR ALL
(james,lars,kirk) 9:44
halls of justice pained green
money talking
power wolves beset your door
hear them stalking
soon you`ll hear their apetite
they devour
hammer of justice crushes you
overpower
the ultimate in vanity
exploding their supermacy
i can`t believe the thing you say
i can`t believe
i can`t believe the price you pay
nothing can save you
justice is lost
justice is raped
justice is gone
pulling your strings
justice is done
seeking no truth
winning is all
find it so grim
so true
apathy their stepping stone
so unfeeling
hidden deep animosity
so deceiving
through your eyes their light burns
hoping to find
inquisition sinking you
with prying minds
the ultimate in vanity
exploding their supermacy
i can`t believe the thing you say
i can`t believe
i can`t believe the price you pay
nothing can save you
justice is lost
justice is raped
justice is gone
pulling your strings
justice is done
seeking no truth
winning is all
find it so grim
so true
lady justice has been raped
trouth assasin
rolls of red tape seal your lips
now you`re done in
their money tips her scales again
make your deal
just what is trouth? i cannot tell
cannot feel
the ultimate in vanity
exploding their supermacy
i can`t believe the thing you say
i can`t believe
i can`t believe the price you pay
nothing can save you
justice is lost
justice is raped
justice is gone
pulling your strings
justice is done
seeking no truth
winning is all
find it so grim
so true
ONE
(james,lars) 7:24
i can`t remember anything
can`t tell if this is true or dream
deep down inside i feel to scream
this terrible silence stops me
now that the war is through with me
i`m waking up i cannot see
that there is not much left of me
nothing is real but pain now
hold my breath as i wish for death
oh please god,wake me
back in the womb it`s much too real
in pumps life what i must feel
but can`t look forward to reveal
look to the tome when i`ll live
fed through the tube that sticks in me
just like a novelty
thied to machines that make me be
cut this life out from me
hold my breath as i wish for death
oh please god,wake me
now the world is gone i`m just one
oh god,help me hold my breath as i wish for death
oh please god,help me
darkness imprisonning me
all that i see
absolute horror
i cannot live
i cannot die
trapped in myself
body my holding cell
landmine has taken my sight
taken my speech
taken my hearing
taken my arms
taken my legs
taken my soul
left me with life in hell
THE FRAYED ENDS OF SANITY
(james,lars,kirk) 7:40
never hunger
never prosper
i have fallen prey to failure
struggle whitin
trigged again
now the candle burns at both sides
twisting under shizophernia
falling deep into dementia
old habits reappear
fighting the fear to fear
growing conspiracy
everyone`s after me
frayeds end of sanity
hear them calling
hear them calling me
birth of terror
death of much more
i`m` the slave of fear,my captor
never warnings
spreading its wings
as i wait for the horror she brings
loss of intrest,question,wonder
waves of fear they pull me under
old habits reappear
fighting the fear to fear
growing conspiracy
everyone`s after me
frayeds end of sanity
hear them calling
hear them calling me
into ruin
i am sinking
hostage of this nameless feeling
hell is set free
flooded i,ll be
feel the undertow inside me
hieght,hell,time,haste,terror,tension
life,eath,want
waste,mass depression
old habits reappear
fighting the fear to fear
growing conspiracy
myslf is after me
frayed ends of sanity
hear them calling
frayed ends of sanity
hear them calling
hear them calling me
THE FRAYED ENDS OF SANITY
(james,lars,kirk) 7:40
never hunger
never prosper
i have fallen prey to failure
struggle whitin
trigged again
now the candle burns at both sides
twisting under shizophernia
falling deep into dementia
old habits reappear
fighting the fear to fear
growing conspiracy
everyone`s after me
frayeds end of sanity
hear them calling
hear them calling me
birth of terror
death of much more
i`m` the slave of fear,my captor
never warnings
spreading its wings
as i wait for the horror she brings
loss of intrest,question,wonder
waves of fear they pull me under
old habits reappear
fighting the fear to fear
growing conspiracy
everyone`s after me
frayeds end of sanity
hear them calling
hear them calling me
into ruin
i am sinking
hostage of this nameless feeling
hell is set free
flooded i,ll be
feel the undertow inside me
hieght,hell,time,haste,terror,tension
life,eath,want
waste,mass depression
old habits reappear
fighting the fear to fear
growing conspiracy
myslf is after me
frayed ends of sanity
hear them calling
frayed ends of sanity
hear them calling
hear them calling me
TO LIVE IS TO DIE
(james,kirk,cliff) 9:48
when a man lies he murders
some part of the world
these are the pale deaths which
men miscall their lives
all this i cannot bear
to witness any longer
cannot yhe kingdom of salvation
take me home
